Smoke in the air, I am at the same coffee shop/bar again, the treibhaus. Maybe one more wine to try here, I enjoy the cigarette smoke, its funny at first I hated it. Reminds me of familiarity's of memories. There is a school only minutes from here and everyone must come here to meet friends. Last night went to a concert in the upstairs of this place with my friend Julia. Ana Moura a porchagese folk singer. Beautiful voice and several different types of guitars. This last week I have eaten so much food. I am sure I have gained some weight which is perfect. The heavy Austrian food oh how I love it. I have thoughts now of opening a leberkassen(spelt wrong) stand in Leavenworth when I get home. It is so bad for you but soo good. Basically meatloaf with cheese or vegetables in it. One of my favorites, and cheap as cheap can be here. A couple nights ago friends made Kasspatzle. It is kind of a Austrian version of Mac and cheese I think, but with an egg type batter. How fun it is to enjoy new friends while learning from them. Really it is going to be hard to leave.
Yes the Kayaking trip is still a go. One week here in Innsbruck was the plan. It is day 8 in Innsbruck. Last minute articles for the trip and fixing of damaged luggage the airline broke. The real reason is I am enjoying myself so much visiting and meeting new people all the time. There is a very popular DJ preforming this weekend I want to see and it should be the a great last all out party and move into self preservation. I know, I know I really should leave well today but the temps have been in the teens, windy, and snowing. With excuses and knowing that I really should be getting going, sunday looks really looks like it will warm up putting me out on a nice start to my trip. I'll do what I want though too and fun is fun and I will have fun.
Much on my mind, I have said this to a couple people. I ask myself why? Why have I left a wonderful comfortable life at home. Family and friends. Myself only on this kayaking part of my trip. Different selfish thoughts go through my mind. Not being there for friends and family. Relationships put on hold, not able to be productive helping others but just myself. Knowing this and still doing is a problem for me, I want to be a better person to friends and family but I am not. Three more months it is all on hold, hold from the fact I am only living by myself with little contact. This said it is a long time until changes are to be made only an understanding of myself to maybe use to be a better person.
Well with that said I am about to go do my favorite thing. Grocery stores, love shopping for food. We are having fish and chips tonight. I think that I am cooking and tomorrow for sure I am for many people hamburgers.
Yes the Kayaking trip is still a go. One week here in Innsbruck was the plan. It is day 8 in Innsbruck. Last minute articles for the trip and fixing of damaged luggage the airline broke. The real reason is I am enjoying myself so much visiting and meeting new people all the time. There is a very popular DJ preforming this weekend I want to see and it should be the a great last all out party and move into self preservation. I know, I know I really should leave well today but the temps have been in the teens, windy, and snowing. With excuses and knowing that I really should be getting going, sunday looks really looks like it will warm up putting me out on a nice start to my trip. I'll do what I want though too and fun is fun and I will have fun.
Much on my mind, I have said this to a couple people. I ask myself why? Why have I left a wonderful comfortable life at home. Family and friends. Myself only on this kayaking part of my trip. Different selfish thoughts go through my mind. Not being there for friends and family. Relationships put on hold, not able to be productive helping others but just myself. Knowing this and still doing is a problem for me, I want to be a better person to friends and family but I am not. Three more months it is all on hold, hold from the fact I am only living by myself with little contact. This said it is a long time until changes are to be made only an understanding of myself to maybe use to be a better person.
Well with that said I am about to go do my favorite thing. Grocery stores, love shopping for food. We are having fish and chips tonight. I think that I am cooking and tomorrow for sure I am for many people hamburgers.
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